My life-changing Testimony (EMR / V2K / Mind Control)
Talking about electronic harassment (EMR/ EMF/ V2K etc.), I used to believe that government agents make use of electromagnetic radiation (such as the microwave auditory effect), radar, and surveillance techniques to transmit sounds and thoughts into peoples’ heads, affecting peoples’ bodies, and harassing people. I was misled by the “gang stalker” to believe that I’m being undergoingelectronic harassment using esoteric technology. I experienced many symptoms of a targeted individual would have like hearing voices in my head talking to me, sometimes mocking me or others around me, as well as physical sensations; being under physical surveillance by one or more people. I found these experiences confusing, upsetting, and sometimes shameful, but entirely real. I used news stories, military journals and declassified national security documents to support my allegations that governments have developed technology that can send voices into peoples’ heads and cause us to feel things. In short, I consider myself as a T.I..
First time I found them following me was in 2012. At the very beginning they appear in my life, we spent long time talking. I treated them like family. They identified themselves as police and told me that they are following me because of my drug addiction problem. Then they present every time after I took drugs, to scold me, scare me, accusing me, to punish me (like making me feel like all my neighbors know and talking about me, or people coming up to attack me etc.). At start, my response was scared, I curled up and hid in my room. Slowly I turned irritable and violent. However, I gave up the idea of taking revenge since I know it was really my fault to do so eventually.
One day, they told me they hate me, said all the things I told about myself were all lies, and I got a lot of disadvantages which make me a bitch. I did care about this, so I asked what and why. They counted up a list of reasons and I wrote it all down. I strived to correct all the bad things I had and, I finally quit drugs. However, they never disappeared again. Before, my mind would emerged some insulting messages including sex related words and foul language from nowhere (the important thing is that I had never thought of all these) each time I did the wrong thing (they made me believed that people could hear what is in my mind). But then I would turn back to normal after a period of time. Unfortunately, within 3 years, the frequency of this symptom increased which that it’s never going to stop again while I’m awake, 24-7. I guess this is the real non-stop running in my head, unstoppable swearing. Question is I totally cannot think under this kind of sickness, it made me couldn’t even make my own life or living. I guessed nobody would know why unless there was really a mind-reading machine existed on this world.
In those days I tried my best to do what I could do. I tried hard to keep righting myself from wrong, changing from bad to good, and to share my love to others by all mean. Until I almost lost everything, dropping tears desperately and lying down on my sofa silently at home alone.
It happened all in sudden, my condition slowly got better and I was healed in 2 weeks without any medication once I was in hospital for 6 weeks in August, 2015, as I was in my bad temper blaming and eager to take drugs again to express my anger to the “stalkers”. What I’m trying to say is that it’s all grace from God. He saved me when it seemed to be the end of my life without me to be the best in life. He never owed me anything but he helps and saves me before I asked for him. Nobody knows the truth but God. I started living my life just like a normal person again, but I work hard to live a blessing life in Gods’ view and strive not to fall down by traps set by the badness. Remember, it’s all starts from Gods’ grace to us, not because of what we give or what we have done. To thank God, I determine to live a life that is good in Gods’ eyes. A big secret I found after I was healed by God was that the “stalkers” themselves told me that they are Not really HUMAN, but the real spirit, DEMONS. It’s 100% true. We should be brave and have faith in God.
In the past, I always felt that I was lacked of love, blaming all the time, never get satisfied, would think of taking revenge to those who treat me badly, didn’t know how to love the others, self-orientated and didn’t have a good relationship with my parents. Hates became what drives me to get going in life. Now I always remember no matter it’s good or bad, it’s all from God, and he is with us anytime. Go to church, read more from the Bible, pray more, and becoming a part of our Christian family to get energy for life. Wait patiently and choose to obey whatever God guides you. He promised he would never let anyone who waits for him disappointed; just like Jesus, who has been waited humbly and loyally.
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